ezra

2010-01-27T06:41:00.000-08:00

If you are wondering why i don't have much photos, it's because i have probs with my PC and it's not my fault. HAHA. And just to tell you, i'm posted to Nanyang JC. Yay. Arigato, Lord Jesus. Well, hopefully, i'll spend 2 awesome years there and maybe bring people to the Lord's lost and found department haha. Actually it has been a tough choice choosing my school. It was Pioneer or Nanyang. Because, Pioneer offered me a better chance of building my prestige and Nanyang offered a life of being a normal student there. But since it has a better study environment, NYJC(almost typed NJC..., phew!) here i come.

Hmm, my pay is out, although it's quite minimal, i don't mind. Money's not an issue and i don't spend much. Except that pair of sport shoes i bought for school haha. Cos now in JC, i can wear coloured shoes!!!!!!!!!!
Thought i would meet someone at cwp but nah... haiya. And i've been wanting to watch legion with my friends till i realised a fact... I've no friends...T.T ALEYENAI(Jap for : HOW COULD THIS BE!!!!!!)!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i know i still have amazing buddies supporting me and partially it's my fault for not inviting them to watch too. Hehe pai seh. Anyway gotta go sleep now, cos i have to wake up and reach NYJC at 7.30am. now i have to wake up early again. Aiya!!!

2010-01-12T09:27:00.000-08:00

Hi! Sorry for not posting for so long.

Firstly, i'll like to extend a late but warm welcome to year 2010. No one said life could get any easier, but we'll live through it, while keeping our focus on God and his work. Well as a kid, new years are always hard to get used to..Especially when they ask you things like.. "What's your age?" and etc. You'll be unable to answer immediately cos it'll still register in our jag-lagged brains. Haha.

Secondly, i've great news to share!!! I've got 11 points for O levels and now after a quick enlightenment, i've realised that i could actually cut off 1 point to get just 10. So now i can try for Nanyang JC. YA-HA!!! I love myself..

Thirdly, i'll like to thank my friends and readers for putting up with my nonsensical posts and not complain about them. Haha. So i can't promise much but this is not the last you'll see of me!! SEEYA!

2009-12-25T08:05:00.000-08:00

Xmas..Let's go with the black font colour today.
Cos it resembles my mood today, which is Xmas day. You know, the day Jesus Christ came down and made his way to the cross..
I'm not sad that He came. I am actually elated that He came. Love you Jesus.
But i miss Xmas service today and it was like i didn't get anymore Xmas present from my parents anymore.
Till now i'm still jobless and waivering on whether i should get a job and stick it out there like the rest of my pals. I wish Xmas is the day the sky went black.. where dark snow fell like ashes in the sky.
Creepy but i like. Reminds me of a Gundam song, "Ash like snow". but the opposite.
You know, i feel like sometimes i am a person that has lost his original self and turned into something his not happy to be.
Maybe i love scoring good grades and stuff but i lost sense of myself. I love staring at nothingness as though it were home. Or maybe i'm self delusional but i'm not using the potential i have in something which i'm still searching for. Something i could do to the fullest and enjoy it while serving the Lord..
Maybe that's why i love darkness. God is as terrifying to face as he is lovely..

2009-12-22T07:02:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, what do you think when a girl looks at you?
And girls, what do you think when a guy looks at you?

I know it sounds like i'm gonna give another sermon cos i have no idea myself. Personally, i think guys don't wanna look lustfully but fail in their resolve while girls don't wanna see guys as pervs but also fail to do so. Trying to see this from the point of view of the male and mighty female kind, i would say,"give us a break. we won't behave like this if you don't treat us like this." Though now many will rebuke strongly and call me idiot, i know that, but it works for some. Well screw that, cos it doesn't make much sense to me and i totally wrote all that crap to fill up typing space.

Anyway, i've recently stuck a foot into the modelling world and i hope they call again. While i wait, i shall talk more on msn and fb. So i'm not gonna talk more.

Until next time then.

2009-12-13T03:09:00.000-08:00

Once upon a time, a boy laid down at the carpark in church and gazed at the night sky.
Clouds were blanketing the moon and only its light could be seen. It formed bright and beautiful linings in the clouds and he was amazed by this sight. Never once did he stop to realise the beauty of the surroundings and here he was, looking upon the wonders of a peaceful night. The cars were slowly cruising pass the church gates. The engines had becoming soft and subtle, to the point where it had joined and blended in perfectly and harmoniously with the music of nature. Such is the power of the awesome God. Even noise had become sweet and the fear of darkness and solitary has been engulfed by the warm and binding light of heaven. Even the boy who was alone felt warmth and comforted as he reflected the beauty of His creation. Never before did he feel more secure than being together with friends and family, never would he feel lonely again.

Guess who that boy is?

2009-12-12T07:06:00.000-08:00

i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...
i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...
i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...i miss my friends...

i really miss my friends from CHR........................T.T

2009-11-21T06:42:00.000-08:00

Hi people! Today i went to chinatown to eat Yam Cha. I went with Adeline, Pearly(my "daughter") and Brandon. We had a good and full time there and i mean FULL. Anyway, we went there before going to church for Valentine committee meeting. At first i was leading them to Yam Cha restaurant, then i manage to miss the entrance and they lead me instead. it was embarrassing. anyway, after that we went to buy fabric to sew soft toy cats. the fabric was good and the feeling is like touching somethig softer than cotton.

By the way, i'm working for my aunt now. But i'm not sure whether i should interview for a job at a hotel to work with my friends... someone tell me. leave answers in the tagbox

2009-11-17T08:43:00.000-08:00

i tell you the saddest anime alive!!! Made a crybaby out of a sixteen after Os boy.
It's called School Days. sorry couldn't get a pic for your references. Go the cruchyroll.com and search School Days. sorry too emotional to talk right now. bye bye

2009-11-05T06:41:00.000-08:00

Yo. Naha. It's gonna be bio paper2 tomorrow. I'm quite prepared if you ask me.
i did not do much today. other than sleeping and studying. going on to Chapter 17 reproduction in humans.
Mind you people, it's not all about the sensitive s-word, abbreviated to avoid obscurity. like obviously.

i love my GUITARR!!!

Hey hey it's Duane! On the bus on the way to take his O levels. Goodluck and sheild off Ken Lim's arrows!!!

Well thats about it for post today gotta sleep and practise my guitar that has been resting on THY lap while i post for so long. HAHA. yeah. signing off.

boomz.

2009-11-02T07:49:00.000-08:00

Obama's ride to singapore. the driver is my neighbour. Not gonna tell where my house is for security purposes.

Today is going quite smoothly. lol people blog about problems. i post any random thing ahahahahaha. lol
Effy's not feeling so good today. Hmm. Get better k?

Sad, seeing my friend like this makes me feel lousy...:( Worst is that i can't seem to cheer her up at all...
She ended the day moody. what a disappointment. to her and I

I talked to Faiz bro today. he seemed worried about the exams. about failing and retaining and stuff...just wanna let him know that i have faith that even though he just realised the seriousness of 'o's. It's never too late i'll say.

I miss christchurch. cos the happiest days and the saddest were all from there. Now i feel like a lost soul in an ocean of ETs. now i've become the ET. But hey. ET does phone home and i did find a new life there. Although i have to meet their higher academic demands on me, i kinda experience a more Singaporean way of life there instead of an environment that is quite separate from the rest of the country i might say...
No offence CHRians! You guys are the BEST BEST BEST.

15 Sep 09

2009-10-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

Naha.

Another chapter in life will unfold soon. IT'S CALLED POST SECONDARY LIFE.

In 11 days time my 'o's will start and this may be the last post before it.
Nowadays life is boring. Teachers love to pile us with work they don't expect us to hand in. Now those papers can jolly well become a support pillar in my house. See? RECYCLE....or REUSE.

Now that was lame.

well, today was fun. Luthfi came to school but Aaron the Queen's eng man was MIA. Poor chap. Will pray for you Aaron. Today i ate 3 chicken wings and they were oily. There goes my work out. There is a time lap among everyone these days. They are all tired, red-eyed and dogged. Jaded. and whatever vocab to describe.. anyway, everyone except me. Cos the most tired i am the more energitic i become.

Oh yah.. if i have any readers at all, which i won't be surprised if i don't, i just wanna say that you shouldn't expect me to write interesting stories or adventures that i have cos i created the blog not to entertain you guys ok???

Also if you realise, some blogs can be very well received as they only post stuff that people want to see and most of the time the stories are exaggerated and not true at all.

first day of eternity

2009-09-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

Woof. So em what's up huh? yeah nth much. actually I'm a pretty simple person really. Hey, is it me? or is my blog reader-less?

ok i dont really care. im not a story "fabricatetor" like some others. Merely i come in truth. as much as possible the truth.

Well school was ok as usual. Prelim results are lookin good. i must say.
ENG:A2
EM:A1
AM:A2
SS: Released tmr.
GEOG:B4
BIO:B4
CHEM:A1
PHY:A1

ss teacher has been skipping sch so ss results will be given only tmr. curses. but anyway i hope it will push up my combined humanities to B3, hopefully. then can get L1R5=10 or else i'll have to settle for 11.

yucks. i've been crying these days.... sad. can you guys tag this pathetic geek to cheer him up??? thank you. lol...

24 Sep 09

2009-09-24T06:17:00.000-07:00

Naha! haha. ive got top in physics in my lvl. for prelims. top for bio in class, for chem in class and nth much cos my geog is nt n neither is my amath... but nvm thats a1 b4 a1 b4 and a2. haha. so far thats it. cos i havent got back anything else yet.

oh oh. saturday's my bdae. so friends out thr, wish me happy belated and anythg else u can offer. Like moral support, financial support and prezzies!!!! so it's a happy day!! haha. ok bye guys.

20 Sep 09

2009-09-20T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey, NAHA!!!! Yo, IM only left with one more prelim paper- CHEM P1. hahas. i love SCIENCES OMG..IM so geeky. or so they say.. but nvm i dont really care as I love the way i am. The same guy who loves to study, blog, care abt ppl, lead worship, play GUITARS and yoyos. haha. I cant believe myself but believe it.

In response to Effy's post, i want to share this song which i feel that it reminds us of how we shouldn't hold back our feelings towards people we love or anything else. Holding back is bad for health and relationship and we should all be true to ourselves at times, knowing that putting on a mask cannot help.

12 Sep 09

2009-09-12T08:23:00.000-07:00

This is my "cool" shot haha.

This is my blur blur shot.

I love exposition and argumentative essays. Hopefully i get good results for my prelims and 'O's too.

Seriously im not nerd but im smart. Though im nt like RI, SJI so on and so forth, im blessed by God as he has always been blessing my results this year. I just wanna thank God for being with me all this while.

Well I had tuition this morning but couldnt finish the work as i couldnt do the qns. then i pissed out and broke down. in the end, the qns were wrong and i TOTALLY doped me. YUCK.

10 Sep 09

2009-09-10T07:31:00.000-07:00

Today is boring. amaths teacher was totally peculiar. She loves belts and asked us to do a 2008 o lvl paper prac, just to go thru the paper and say SAIYONARA. LOLLLOL. Sad.. my com is screwed. i cant seem to upload pics cos :
1. Im Noob at computers.
2. There is no panel to upload pics on mine,whereas others have.

Not fair. But i shall nt complain.
must b gracious. Or so everyone says. But still piss at my disposition.
Or else i can show u all my self-proclaimed "handsome" face hahahaha.
Okay, i know. Im wierd.
I studied Geog and Chem today. ppl say im smart cos of my results. I say smart is a condition of the mind.
In their faces.
Naha.

9 Sep 09

2009-09-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

Naha! I love to say naha! I was late for physics class for abt 1 and a half hours, best part is that the teacher didn't realise. haha. I crept in through the back door n he didn't realise. Im such a smooth guy. Haha. My friends said that i should do the Mentos ad. You know the one where the guy is late for class. But i think Mr Cheng knows i'm late...

I had lunch at Breek's cafe at causeway today. The food was good. The student meal for pasta is only $5.90. And pasta had salmon too!!!:) Ate with my "true" friend. haha.

I studied Biology from 3pm to 6.30pm. then when for tuition. Watched Singapore Idol but missed Duane's performance. Sad... Though i do not support anyone, i felt that he would be interesting. k gd night got class tmr. though its holiday but yupp. still have. so bye bye...

7 Sep 09

2009-09-07T08:35:00.000-07:00

wooh. It's monday. But it's term holidae! not too sad. Gonna celebrate Darryl"s bdae(birdday) tmr. haha. Too bad i wont be joining u guys for cycling. well, have fun guys and c u all for the movie!!

Em. wad movie are we watching???

its a boring day. really. but at least i studied out with aaron n esther. HaHa you guys r awesome. marvellous. incredible. or im just giving u guys too much credit than u deserve. haha. yeah.

oh oh. yah. c guys i told u im smart. and punctual.s'posed to meet at 1.30pm but i reach at 1pm.haha.
supposed to be studying physics and i ended up teach u guys. epspecially esther, i practically did ur work 4 u haha.